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Ouch!!!!

I got this done last night:

I went into the city yesterday with a friend from class to go see some galleries, and I figured since we were in the city, we should get pierced! (My friend already had like 15 piercings and was wanting to get her eyebrow and monroe re-done). After some galleries we made our way over to St. Mark’s because I wanted to go to this Japanese place called Kenka’s that I was introduced to one night after a Pleasure Salon last year. Oh man it was so yummy. I want to go all the time!! I love Japanese food!

So after I started getting nervous. I originally thought I would get a Monroe piercing, but then I started wondering if I should get the vertical labret because I’d always liked how they looked. Except I knew that really, really hurt. We walked around St. Marks a little bit popping in different shops asking about prices, but ultimately decided to go to W. 4th where my friend new some good shops. We went into one shop and my friend got her eyebrow done there, but they didn’t have the jewelry for either my lip or her Monroe, so we went to a place next door. We lucked out with the next place, in that we found a piercer who really knew exactly what they were doing.

The vertical labret isn’t so common of a piercing so I needed to make sure the person really knew what they were doing.

My friend went first for her Monroe and then held my hand when it was my turn (I always need someone to hold my hand for piercings).

OMG it hurt like a fucking son of a bitch!!!! I still don’t even know how I made it through!!! The needle was intense and then putting in the jewelry was a whole different kind of pain (external threading, bah). And then it was all tingly and swollen. Plus it hurts when I accidentally bump it.

But I did it!! And now I have a new hole in my face.

The jewelry is a bit long right now as it heals, but I can change it to something shorter in a couple of weeks. I think it won’t grow on me until then. I can’t really look at it much because the long jewelry just annoys me.

Man, I still can’t believe I did that!!

God my mom’s gonna flip!! (Probably both because it’s a new face piercing and also because I spent money on it, but it was actually only $25! Nice, right?)

Tattoo Ideas

So a few years ago when I was thinking about tattoos I was thinking how it could be cool to get a tattoo of a single Iris done a la Van Gogh. Though I was never sold enough on the idea to do it.

Though recently I had a new idea along those lines- the same flower, just coloring it differently- not fully colored in, just on the edges. It was kind of inspired by Essin’ Em’s latest tattoo- which I love.

But I dunno where I’d put it. Maybe down the side of my torso on my left side (yes the same side as my cherry blossoms, but I have the right side saved for a possible star/fairy design).

Yes, I got the tattoo bug. It’s been over a year since my last tattoo!

But I might get a piercing first. Even though after the pain of my nose piercing I swore that’d be my last one.

I’m thinking though I might like to try a lip piercing??? I dunno. I feel like I’m going to chicken out. I’m also not entirely sure I’m going to like it on me.

But anyways, I’m procrastinating on this paper that’s due in oh…12 hours…

Let me go at least start that. My name should be a good addition to the blank Word document…

Damn it! Fuck!!

I took my nose ring out for the first time to clean out the area and now I can’t get it back in!!

And it hurts like a bitch whenever I try!!

It’s been like 3 months almost…2 1/2…it won’t close up real fast, right?

Ahh shit.

It fucking hurts!!

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Edit 11PM: Oh thank god- I got it back in!!  And I’m never taking it out ever again!

Question #5

What is your favorite tattoo or piercing that you currently have? What addition to your “collection” do you want most? What will be next (even if it’s not the one you want the most!)?

Ooh- great question! Well so far I have my 2 piercings (nose and hood) and my 2 tattoos and I love all of them. But I’d say my cherry blossom tattoo is my favorite because of how sexy it makes me feel and how many compliments I get.

I think I’m done with piercings though. I like the look of little barbells through nipples, but I just don’t think I’m going to ever be able to go through with it. I just get so psyched out by piercings, and that really psyches me out.

As of right now there are 3 tattoos that I’m contemplating.

I’m thinking about a shooting star design on my left inner forearm, similar to this design —>,

with coloring similar to this —>

I like the blue haze, but I would probably get it in yellow with different colored stars (them not all being the same color)

My only hesitation is my wondering if I’m going to want stars on me when I’m 50.

On my right inner forearm I’m contemplating something more abstract. I’ve also considered that fairy I saw at the place where I got my 2 tattoos done.

But if not the fairy, then something along the lines of this:

But obviously made to fit my arm. I’ve also thought about if I want it to curve around my wrist onto the back of my hand too.

I can only get the ones on my arms though if I can find someone who knows how to tattoo over scars.

The 3rd place I want a tattoo is along the side of my right breast, like this picture, but not that tattoo.

God I really want to suck that nipple though.

Sorry. Anyways.

I don’t want it to go up my shoulder though, and I’d want it to extend a bit down my ribs (ouch, I know), and that’s easier to do with my itty bitty bussoms.

I’d probably get that abstract one that’s on the foot if I don’t get it on my arm. Otherwise I’m not so sure.

Ooh! I just thought of a 4th one. I want a tiny little heart on my left hand by the crook of my thumb and forefinger.

That might be the one I get next because I can’t really afford anything nicer for awhile. Plus I want to ease myself into ultra visible tattoos. And ease my parents into it too, lol.

But those are my ideas for right now, we’ll see if I come up with any more.

Picture!!

I’m So Cool it Hurts!

No, really- it hurts!! I got my nose pierced yesterday!

So I’ve been e-mailing back and forth with Gia this week (the one I have a crush on) and we were talking about how we should hang out again since it’s been a month, and I told her also that I wanted to get my nose pierced at some point and if she would hold my hand. So yesterday I was at home, after being snowed in, and she e-mailed me asking if I wanted to have lunch with her since she had the day off. It was already after lunch by the time I got back to school, but I called her and she said she was just hanging out with her friend Dave, whom she hadn’t seen in a year, and for me to come hang out with them.

As soon as I got to her place she was like, So you wanna get it piereced now?

How could I say no?

We sat in Dave’s car for a little while just chillin’ (lol) as he showed off his music and lights and stuff that he did, and he was hitting on my hard core as well.

We eventually made our way over to a local tattoo/piercing studio. I was nervous as we waited. I didn’t want it to hurt, lol. And I was annoyed Dave was still hitting on me! I wasn’t at all returning the sentiment, so you’d think he’d pick up on that…but noooo….

Well I picked out my ring (a cute purple one) and the guy took us back to the room. Gia came with to hold my hand, and Dave came too to watch. I held Gia’s hand even as the guy was just cleaning my nose and marking the spot. I tensed as he brought the needle and receiving tube up to my nose. He told me to relax my face and not move.

OMG it hurt so fucking bad when he was doing it!! And I flinched so he had to pause and wait for me to relax before he could finish, which was even worse!! Oh man it hurt so freaking bad though. Though it’s funny cause I’m just calmly swearing as he’s doing it.

So then after Gia’s asking the guy about possibly getting her belly button repierced, and as she’s doing that, Dave’s right on my ass and finally manages to ask me out. Sure I’m flattered and all. But I’m not really into him. Nor am I at all ready to date! I still get all teary about Jefferson and I’m at that stage where I have to fight myself to crawl to to him and beg him to take me back! God am I so regretful at this point. Not such a good frame of mind for dating.

That’s not to say I don’t still have the hots for Gia! Lol. OMG she’s so delish I wanna just kiss her all over!

We’re totally gonna do it. We were all touchy feely all yesterday and last night, and then I spent the night again because I locked my keys in the apartment, and so we were all cuddly all night. She told me she really wanted to kiss me last time, and that she’s trying really hard to stay just friends, but that if something happens, she can’t really help it.

I was gonna kiss her, I really was. And I’m not sure why I didn’t exactly. That first kiss is a little nerve racking I guess. But, I suppose this way, the tension builds a little more.

I’m hoping we’re gonna hang out Tuesday night, so maybe I’ll work up the courage then.

So yeah, and my nose still freaking hurts. OMG. I keep accidentally touching it too! Ugh! Hopefully the soreness will go away soon!

Now I’m all really, really cool with my tattoos and piercings! I love it!

Watch and Learn

To tell this story, I need to give a bit of history…

I was in the middle of watching the Yankee play off series (year 2004, vs. Boston) when I got this random IM: Yankees suck.

‘Scuse you?

Aparently it was someone I had spoken with before, from Alt.com. I’m still not sure to this day if that was really true.

But this man, Rick, some how…charmed (and I used that metaphorically) me into meeting him. He filled my head with promises of fulfilling my sexual fantasies- S/M, threesomes, girls, etc. And he’d throw in some gifts here and there as well.

I remember when we first met, I was nervous. I actually never got a good picture of him, so I didn’t quite know what to expect. We met at a diner, and I got there first, and sat waiting. He came in and sat in the booth across from me, and all I could think was, “He’s so not my type.”

He was old (mid-thirty’s), basically bald, with a big ol’ pot belly. (And really hairy, as I learn later) (Let’s remember I was 18, just starting college, and had only 2 lovers at that point in my life.)

Well, somehow, here it is 2 years later and we still speak. Because I still use him to get things I want. (It’s not my proudest relationship)

The latest- fucking girls. It’s only happened once because I’m not doing it again until I can figure out how to get out of fucking him as well. Just the girl, thanks.

I drove up the NY Throughway one Friday night this fall, armed with my whips and strap-on. I was gonna get some pussy!

But I had to get through fucking him first. I did my best as he did his…thing. But I really wasn’t even close to getting into it. And he could tell.

“Is it because of Jefferson?”
“If you’re asking me if I feel guilty, than no.”

But if you’re asking if I wish your hairy, sweaty body wasn’t on top of me, than yes.

The girl was a little late as she got lost, but finally arrived and I got my chance to have fun with her.

Rick met her at the door and blindfolded her before bringing her into the room. I was prepped with the video camera he handed me. I filmed them as he brought her in, teasing her, kissing her, and having her suck his cock. I set it aside when he called me over to have my fun with her.

Her top had already been removed and I pinched her nipples as I kissed her.

We stripped her and got her on the bed. It was time for her to taste her first pussy.

For a first timer, I must say it wasn’t too bad.

She did manage to make my clit ring fall out. And that damn bugger is hard to put back together!

Rick fucked her as I sat by the light trying to put the ball back into the post. I eventually had to get Rick to help. Once that was taken care of, it was my time to fuck her.

I straped myself in as Rick strapped the girl’s arms into the restraints he had set up. I knelt between her legs, pushing them up and out wider. She moaned loudly as the length of me filled her and started fucking her gently.

I pumped my hips faster and watched as her breats bounced and cheeks flushed.

I leaned down, taking skin between her teeth, reveling in her grunts and squeals. Rick stood on the side watching and taking pictures.

I fucked her harder and smiled as I watched her cum. We flipped her around and she sucked Rick’s cock as I fucked her from behind.

My hands held firmly on her hips as I pumped my cock in and out of her. She moaned and yelped as my hands struck her ass, quickly reddening it. I was warming it up to do more damage when I was done fucking her.

I fucked her as hard as I could until she came again.

I pulled out, wiping my brow, and grabbed my whips. I threw them on the bed next to her as I warmed her up a little more with my hands. When it was nice and rosy, I picked up my first (and favorite) flogger.

“Watch and learn,” I told Rick. He clearly had no or very little experience with a flogger based on his feeble attempt on me earlier that evening.

Considering I’m still basically an amateur, I do a pretty decent job.

So, I did my stuff. She moaned and yelped as I worked the leather over her ass and back.

I switched to my cat after a bit and enjoyed her groans as the knotted ends bit her skin.

I tried Rick’s paddle next (what he favors), but didn’t get how to swing it right, and wasn’t interested in trying. I went back to my trusty flogger and beat her until just before she’d call mercy.

That pretty much wrapped up the night. He and I dressed and headed out, leaving the girl as she was spending the night (at the hotel).

He filled up my tank (because I don’t drive 2 hours on my own dime) and we parted ways.

I May Be Ready

So I’m really thinking of getting another tattoo. Gah! I just hope I didn’t start a new addiction! Lol. I can’t show a picture because it’s something I saw in one of the books at the shop I went to for my first one.

But it was really cool and I’ve been thinking about it since I saw it in September, so that’s saying something!

But I also really want to get my nose pierced. Like hardcore. So I’m thinking I’ll go back to the place to get my nose done (as long as it’s possible to have a little stud because of my job) and get a pricing on the tattoo I want.

Yeah. I like that.

Pierced!

“I really need some ice cream. Chocolate. Maybe a milkshake. Is there anywhere to get it around here?” I asked Gabriel as soon as I reached his place.

Traffic had not been my friend that Friday. I missed a doctor’s appointment because of standstill traffic on 78 (even before it was closed) which caused me to drive for 3 hours with no purpose. Then on my way to the train station to go see Gabriel, I missed two, count them- 2, trains into the city because of rush hour traffic directly in front of the station.

Plus it was hot and humid and it made me all sticky.

There wasn’t an ice cream shop so I settled on chocolate milk and Haagen Daz Cookie Dough from the grocery mart.

We returned to Gabriel’s place and I stripped down to my tank top and underwear trying to get cool and not be so sticky.

“Maybe I should turn on the air?”
“Oh my God yes!”

The machine worked its magic quickly and efficiently and Gabriel and I quickly found ourselves naked after putting the ice cream away.

He kissed me with such a sweetness and gentleness. On my lips. Down my neck. My nipples.

He trailed kisses down my stomach and sucked my clit in his mouth. His tongue slowly circled it making me moan softly. He flicked it faster and faster until I came in his face, my toes curled, my back twisted.

Gabriel would be the last one to suck on my naked clit.

And then he was in me. His cock slid in effortlessly and he plunged into me. He held me close as our bodies rubbed against each other, building sweat on the hot summer night. My body shuddered as I came again.

I was on my hands and knees and I felt the cool liquid hit my ass. Gabriel spread it around before pushing into me. I moaned into the bed as he fucked me. My pussy throbbed and ached to cum. Gabriel’s hand covered mine as my fingers rubbed my clit. I felt my ass and pussy spasm and I wanted to scream, but held back to avoid disturbing the neighbors.

He cock was in my mouth and his hands held my cheeks as he pumped in and out of my mouth. I could feel the calluses on his fingers from his guitar playing rub against my skin. He pumped faster and I slackened my jaw as he fucked my face. He jerked deep in my throat and I felt the hot, salty fluid flow down my throat. It was the first time I’d seen Gabriel cum, in fact.

His arms wrapped me tight as we drifted off to sleep.

It was early morning, too early for a Saturday when we woke up for our morning fuck.

We drifted back to sleep and my excitement dragged Gabriel out of bed and into the shower a little after 11.

Why was I so excited? Because I was finally getting my piercing!

“Ok, you can touch me on the air conditioned train, just not here,” I told Gabriel as we waited on the hot platform for the downtown train.

It took forever to get down to St. Mark’s. Or well my anticipation just made it seem that way. Though we were coming from Washington Heights in all fairness.

We walked around, Gabriel giving me a tour of lower Manhattan since I ‘m not a frequent visitor.

“And now we’re in the East Village” he said as we crossed Broadway. (?)

We were on our way to get Gabriel his morning caffeine fix (since I was tired of repeating myself) when we were stopped by a Greenpeace vulture. Well she was kinda nice, so maybe I shouldn’t say vulture.

“Can I talk to you guys about Greenpeace for a moment?”

Damn and the Starbuck’s was in sight too!

“Um sure, but walk with us to Starbucks,” Gabriel said.

She gave us her spiel and somehow managed to get Gabriel to sign up. I was thankfully without an income and thus had a good excuse.

Forms filled out and coffee in hand we make our way down St. Mark’s to the piercing studio, Andromeda.

“Look at that, you can see his balls!” Gabriel pointed out as we passed a hobo.
“Eww! You can! Oh God that’s disgusting! That’s the most vile thing I’ve seen on the streets of New York! Eww!!”
“Think we should go tell him?”
“He probably already knows!”

“She wants to get her hood pierced,” Gabriel blurts out as soon as we walk in the shop.
“Gabriel! At least wait until I’m all the way in!”
“Sorry, I just blurt things out. We wanted to see if we need to make an appointment.”
“No, you don’t need an appointment,” the shop girl told us.
“Ok, well were going to have breakfast first.”

“You really have no sense of decorum, do you?” I chide him over breakfast.
“No. Not really.”

“Oh God,” I said as we were finishing breakfast.
“What?”
“I think I’m gonna throw up. I’m so nervous now!”
“You’ll be fine.”
“I know, I know. Ok, let’s go before I chicken out.”

“Ok, I’m just going to clean the area and place a dot for positioning,” the piercer informed me as he sat between my legs. “How’s that look?” he asked handing me a mirror.
“Looks fine. I heard this doesn’t hurt that much, right?”
“Some people have said it’s like plucking eye brows.”
“Oh that doesn’t hurt!”
“Then this shouldn’t either! Now I’m going to place a receiving tube under the hood so I don’t pierce your clitoris.”
“Thank you,” I joked making Gabriel and the piercer laugh.
“I’ll count to three when I’m going to do the piercing.”
“Hand please, Gabriel,” I asked, grabbing it tight.
“One, two, three. Deep breath in.”
“Aaaahhh!! Fuck!” I said breathing out. Plucking eyebrows my ass!!
“And now I’m going to insert the jewelry” he said inserting the barbell and screwing on the end ball. “Here you go” he said handing the mirror to me.
“Oh my God it’s so pretty!” I exclaimed.

“It really didn’t hurt too much. Just when he put the needle through. And I didn’t even squeeze your hand that hard!”
“Um, yeah you did, but that’s ok.”
“Aww! I’m sorry! Ok, but still to muggy for you to be draped on me!”

Gabriel and I parted ways on the subway as I headed home and he headed to do laundry.

“Guess what baby, I’m pierced!” I e-mailed to Jefferson in Paris. I couldn’t wait until he was home and I could show him.

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