Life, Love, Sex

No Time

I want to write about the hot kinky sex I had with Match this weekend, but I just don’t have time to write about the awesome sex and being sub for him Friday night and how much fun that was.

I really have so much to do in the next couple days I don’t have the time to sit down and tell you all how he had me strip down to nothing but my panties at the calendar after party at the hotel.  Or how every time I managed to sit down, he would send me to fetch him something.

I also don’t have the time to tell about when we made it down to his room at the end of the night and got into bed, he put my hand on his cock and it grew hard for me almost instantly.  I’m halfway out the door as I tell you how I went down on him and he fucked my face good before moving on to my sopping wet, dirty whore pussy.  I want to be able to tell you all about how delicious the fucking was and how he hit my g-spot on every stroke and how dirty the fuck was with nasty talk, slapping, and being held down.  All which is why I came so damn hard and loud.

And God!  If I only had a free moment to tell you how he flipped me over and slipped oh so smoothly into my ass, fucking me long and hard until he finally came and collapsed on me.

I’m sorry I don’t have the time right now, being busy with the final semester of all semesters.  I hope you can forgive me.

Sold

I sold my whip the other day.  Ended up selling it to someone on Fetlife after I started a thread in the single tail board about trimming my fall.  Everyone said it was a bad idea, so I decided to sell it instead so I could get the whip I really wanted.

I took it to the post office to mail and I had it wrapped up in some brown paper packing material and I picked up one of those plasticy envelopes to mail it in.  I wasn’t sure of it’s durability, so I asked the clerk at the window if the bag was durable and she asked of course what I was shipping.

“Oh a Indy style whip- you know, Indiana Jones.”
“Oh yes, this packaging should be fine. Do you want signature confirmation? In case my co-worker over there decides to get into it? She’s not as innocent as she looks,” the woman tells me laughing.
“Uh, yeah, sure I’ll do signature confirmation.”
“Your total is $4.90 then.”
“Here you go.”
She hands me back the change. “It’s for Halloween, yeah?”
“Uh, yeah, right.”

Totally awesome conversation to have at the post office. Love it.

I should order the new whip before I end up spending the money on frivolous things like gas or food. Now, should I get the same colors as before (Brown and red), or try a new combination? I loved the brown and red, but it’s possible I could love another combo (I’m thinking yellow and brown maybe or tan and brown). Oh geeze picking the color is so hard.

The Camp Post

This is a sex blog, right? I guess I should start writing more sex, huh…

I promised a post about camp.

Camp was not even close to the level that it was last year. And I knew it wouldn’t. But nonetheless it did manage to restore a bit of my faith in humanity (on the sex positive level at least).

Friday was rainy and gloomy. It was quiet and much of the cabin napped in the early evening. I had a chore as floater but ended up not being needed. I did start off the weekend right though by fucking Match right off the bat. After that I was just killing time until Lee Harrington’s labyrinth walk and then a non-bio cock gang bang I had been invited to.

The walk took place in the rain, which didn’t faze me too much. It was a little humid, but otherwise it was kind of nice.

I don’t know how long we walked for. It felt about 30-45 minutes. We walked in silence through the woods to our destination of a rock labyrinth where drummers and support people (including Desire) waited for us.

We all stood around the circle and one by one went through as everyone watched. Some people chose to narrate their path, some walked quietly.

I wanted it to be an experience that could help me let go and move on. But I was slightly horrified that 2 people of the NYC bloggers/FOJ contingent were there to bear witness to this, and that wasn’t something I could face. So arms crossed, I walked briskly through the path wanting to get it over as quickly as possible. It was probably too soon to deal with this shit anyways.

But after that I was psyched for the gang bang.

I was invited by Sunshine (I’m calling her Sunshine because when she smiles it’s like a ray of sunshine), one of the lovely ladies of the Triad I mentioned before. Her pet was there as fluffer, and man can he suck some cock! I’d be a little intimidated to go up against him in a BJ throwdown.

The gang bang was fun. I’d never thought I’d be on the other end! I think in total Sunshine went through 4 or 5 tops, wearing us all out. I had Jell-O legs when I was done!

After that I hit the hay and slept and slept and slept! The gang (my awesome cabin, Panny FuxXx) tried to get me up for breakfast, but I just couldn’t get up. People came in periodically for me, but I just couldn’t wake myself up. I ended up sleeping until like 1-1:30 for lunch. In the hot as balls cabin too.

Because Saturday was sunny and 80 degrees!!

Saturday ended up being a shoot the breeze kind of day. I helped out at the petting zoo for my other chore and that’s where I earned my kitty ears. I spent the rest of the day just hanging out and talking with people. I may have even napped again in the evening I think. I forget at this point.

Oh, I did happen to have the most amazing kiss of my entire life at dinner that night. I some how managed to kiss this guy Reid at dinner, and wow. Holy fuck. I’ve never had such an amazing kiss before. I mean no one even comes remotely close!! And it’s not even that everyone was that bad (though man I’ve had some bad kisses in my day), but Reid is just that good.

But after dinner I wandered around with Desire. We watched people get lit on fire, checked out sex-o-rama, the dungeon, and then the poi spinning. Desire talked shop with the DJ a bit as I found some friends to catch up with. I think that was the first time I ever saw Poi, and I was lucky to watch this guy Whitney who was out of this world amazing!! It was completely mesmerizing. One of the coolest things I’ve ever seen.

I ended the night hanging out on the porch with my cabin mates, which is half the reason I wanted to go to camp this year. To just chill with cool people.

(Even though I could use that money right now, I’m so glad I went again.)

Sunday was fucking hotter than balls.

Desire and I spent some time in the pool because it was the coolest place to be, and I mean temperature wise. We stayed in the deep end of course because I didn’t want anyone seeing my fat nakedness (I think I would have stuck out more wearing a bathing suit actually). That was fun because we spent some time chatting with this one guys I’ve seen at the DO parties, but never really met. He was nice. Again, what I love about camp.

Desire and I also had our age play scene that day. It ended up being pretty fun. We pretended we were little girls playing together and Desire didn’t want to share her toys so she tied me up and beat me with them. But I managed to make it into a water gun fight chasing her. And then Hunter came and took our dolls and put them in the basketball hoops (which of course only he can reach being 6′7″).

And I had another water gun fight which was fun!! Shibari Warrior squirted me first which meant war was on. So I grabbed a bunkmate’s water gun and went to the dining hall to put ice in the tank and went on an ambush mission. I caught him totally off guard which was totally awesome. He eventually stole my gun though and used it on me, but I gotta say, it felt real nice with the cold water on the hot day!

Towards the late afternoon I was debating whether or not I should go home or stay since a lot of the cabin was heading out that night and I didn’t have any plans made. But I decided that I should try and scrounge something up at dinner, and if I couldn’t, then I’d head home.

Sunday night dinner is always the camper awards and those can be a lot of fun.

They’re even better when you win best new cabin!!!! (Again!! Guess we know who the cool people are…) That’s right- Panny FuxXx, the next generation of kink won best new cabin. Apparently for being loud, messy, and causing lots and lots of trouble. That was such a fucking awesome cabin, like hardcore. Obama!!! (Blowjobs for Obama everyone!!!)

But yeah so at dinner Sunshine said she was throwing together an all lady orgy that night and invited me to participate. Yay!

I had to say goodbye to Match and Desire though after dinner because they had to head home for work Monday. Boo

Desire also managed to work her magic and give a hint to Reid that I was interested in him because I was too shy to say anything. Yay for that.

Because after they left I headed to Cigars and Chocolate with one of my awesome cabin mates Crush Puppy and we ran in to Reid there (who we both liked) and set up a little date after some mingling for me to give Reid my famous blow job and Crush Puppy would make out with him. Yum.

Crush Puppy was this awesome butch gender queer something or other (not sure of her exact labels) who was submissive and very into butch women. Well there was this circle of amazing butch women smoking cigars and Crush Puppy was noticing that they needed an ashtray. She wanted to volunteer, but we just watched for a bit until she mustered up the courage. The circle was very happy to make use of her.

I must say, as a voyeur, it was really fucking hot. I think it was one of the hottest things I saw at camp. Something about all those toppy butch women. Phew. It got me a little hot and bothered. And in the past I’ve usually not really been attracted to butch women all that much, but my tastes for people have shifted a lot over the years- it’s become much more diverse. I’m finding myself attracted to so many different kinds of people.

So I was definitely noticing all the hot people at camp. So many hot queer people. It was awesome.

That went on for awhile and eventually Reid found me and we found a corner in the Pavillion to hook up. We got started first, but Crush Puppy joined us shortly after. And man that was a hot scene too. You know me and sucking cock. And Reid was so totally into it which made it that much more fun. I would take breaks to make out with the both of them, which yum yum yum. I was very sad when it ended.

Except that I got to go to my all girl orgy!

I got to make out with pretty girls. And watch Sunshine fist one of the pretty girls. And suck Sunshine’s cock as she got fingered.

And then. Oh man. It’s the best. I got to suck the cock of this really hot queer girl that I’d been eying all weekend. I sucked that shit so good I got her off. In fact she told me I was only the 2nd girl to ever get her off sucking her cock. And that was a hell of a cock to suck too. The head was much larger than the base, so when it hit the back of my throat it was like instant gag city. But I totally rocked that shit. And damn she was hot.

I still can’t believe how many hot people I got to hook up with that weekend.

Man I love camp.

So there you all go- sex and camp.

Blindfold (unfinished)

In hindsight, I think I would have preferred not to be blindfolded. I think for the scene we did, it was perhaps not even needed.  And I would have like to have been able to see him to connect better.

It was Sunday night of Shibaricon and Jefferson and I were finally playing in the dungeon. Part of me was nervous about it- for a few reasons. The one being we really hadn’t played together in over a year. There was once or twice when Jefferson got the cane out, but it was all light and not in the least be intense. So I really didn’t know how I’d react to that dynamic between us again. I was also nervous because I was uncertain of our energy and relationship those days. Things had already been feeling off since the winter when I started acting out against D. and we began fighting about it. Not to mention that only a few days before leaving for Chicago, I had come to the realization there was very little left to our relationship and I no longer wanted to continue it after the trip.

So, yeah, add all that up and then let Jefferson tie me up and hit me was a wee-bit nerve wracking.

I was wearing my pretty new corset that evening and it actually put me more in a mood to play. Jefferson and I didn’t get to the dungeon until later in the night because we had enjoyed a long visit with a long time reader from the area, Mariel. Once down in the dungeon, we found Zelda and Jocasta already playing and we made a quick pit stop for Jefferson to finger Jo for a little bit.

After that, we started to hunt for a place to do our scene. A lot of the furniture was being used, but we found one area with a funky post so that the person bends forward when tied to it.

Jocasta ended up doing a majority of the tying, but Jefferson was there watching. Hopefully learning. I was tied in my corset with my waist attached to a post that was angled at about 45 degrees, my hands tied behind my back, and my ankles tethered to the bottom post. The blindfold was put on last. And Jefferson and I were left alone to do our own thing.

He started with a kiss.

And with that, I felt safe enough to let go with him one last time.

With 2 canes borrowed from Jocasta, he started warming up the front of my thighs with light quick taps.

I was quickly lulled into that floaty head space as Jefferson alternated between striking my thighs and gently caressing them.

[Note: I’m posting this unfinished because it’s in my drafts, but I don’t know that I’ll ever finish it.  So I’m just putting it up.]

Public Disgrace

I’m not generally one for gangbangs (but I do love me a bukkake session!), but I’d take Lorelei’s place here in a fucking instant!! God I have such fantasies about the foot/boot on the head thing. Drool.

Attention NJ/NYC area readers!

Dear beloved blog readers:

I’m hoping some of you out there can help me with a photo project I want to do this semester.

I want to shoot couples (and plurals) of all varying mixtures.  I have a few friends I’m going to proposition, but I want to get at least 6 couples (or groups), but  I’d be much happier with 8, and ecstatic with 10.  I have ads up on CL, but I’m not sure how good of a response I’ll get there.  So I’ll use this as my ad space too right now.

I basically want to capture my world (my sex positive and amazingly diverse world) and put it on display so others can see how beautiful it is.  Large aspirations, I know.  Well, I’ll just start with capturing it at least.  So with that said I basically want to shoot people all over the sexuality spectrum, gender spectrum, and kink spectrum.  Lesbians (femmes, butches, bois, etc), gay men (twinks, bears, etc (there are so many descriptions and I only know a few)), genderqueers, poly groups, masters and slaves, tops and bottoms, older men with younger girls, older women with younger guys, older couples, younger couples, and any other combinations I can’t think of.

I also want to do a spectrum of shoots from insightful portraits to full on naked, sex, erotic shots (bordering the line of porn I suppose).   I’ll probably work in both digital and film.  I’m still deciding on that.

I’m looking to plan shoots through out the semester (unitl the end of November, early December), but I want to start finding interested people now!

Whatever I shoot is going to be used just for class and potentially my portfolio.  Nothing commercial, no porn sites (I’m not shooting porn as it is).   We’ll do the whole model release thing.  And in the end, you’ll get a copy of the photos!

So if you’re reading this and you’re in the North/Central Jersey/NYC/Southern NY State area and either you’re personally interested or know someone who might be, please please please contact me at avahsascent AT gmail [dot] com.  Feel free to post this or forward this to interested newsgroups, interested parties, or the like.

If you’re responding please include a paragraph or so about you (you as in the people I would be shooting), your general location, general schedule of availability, and levels of comfort regarding nudity and/or sexual explicitness (ie: topless fine, pink not so fine.  Or making out naked fine, full on penetration not so fine, etc).  Also please include clear photos of anyone participating.  Face shots will do, full body is appreciated.  Clothed is just fine.

I look forward to hearing from you!

-Avah

Another New Kink.Com Site

Kink.com is launching another site Oct. 1st Called Public Disgrace. It’s basically BDSM and sex out on the streets, in great humiliation for the girls.

I’ve had sex out on a street, with someone walking past us. Let me tell you, it’s a rush like no other.

Another win for Kink.com.

Go, sign up. You know you wanna…

Hogtied

Trina Michaels

Bound Gods

Floating World

Well I suppose I’ll give my Floating World recap.  Not much went on, so it’ll be brief.

I got down (er, up technically) in the afternoon and checked into my hotel and showered and straighened my hair (God, is there anything better than a hotel shower?).  I headed over to the classes to start my weekend with whip classes to start practicing my new whip.  Very quickly I ran into this man, Mojodaddy, whom I had played with last year.  He was happy to see me (and fuck I was happy to run into him again, he’s so yummy!) and we both expressed interest in playing again over the weekend.

So that was at the beginning of one of the whip classes- I ended up doing 2 that night.  A whips 101 class and then an Intermediate/Advanced class taught by John Ireland.  That was pretty cool.  He was a really good instructor, I thought.

I’m having a little bit of second thoughts about my whip though.  I love it, but it’s a snake whip instead of a signal whip which means it has a fall attached to it.  That’s not something I’m used to.  Plus it’s pretty long- almost 6ft.  I’m debating whether or not to send it back to him and asking him to make it into a signal whip.  Part of me feels like if I just stick with it, I’ll really get the hang of it.  And I’m sure I will.  But another part of me wants my very 1st whip to be exactly what I want because I don’t want to buy a 2nd one for awhile (unless I were to find myself doing a lot of whip topping, which I don’t forsee in the near future).  Decisons, decisions.

So then after the 2 whip classes, I went back to my room to change and came back and found Mojodaddy there and we decided to play that night.  We walked around the dungeon briefly before heading back to my room.  And we had fun.  Nothing out of the ordinary.  Just a nice, dirty, rough blow job.  Some spanking.  Some cuddling.  It was nice.  Perhaps we’ll make it a yearly Floating World hook-up date.  I’m certainly in favor of that.

Saturday was class day I gues.  I don’t even remember all the classes I went to.  I hung out in the dungeon a bit Saturday night, but wasn’t in the mood much for playing so I went back to my room to wash and organize all my toys and finish my outline for my class.

Sunday I slept in and hung out in vending with Jocasta for a bit before finally getting to a Sunday class.

I went to Del of Sacred Mark teach on Rites of Passage and Ordeal Paths, and oh my, so many thoughts on that.  For 1, I want to do an ordeal path.  Like woah.  I’d really like to do something that definitevely marks the moving on from Jefferson and being free of all bad feelings from that relationship.  I don’t know how or when, but I know it’s something that I want.  Aparently, according to Del, once I ask for it, he universe has a way of giving it to me.  So I suppose I need to be prepapred for that.

But anyways, after that I sat in on Lolita’s class on Threesomes as I waited for Desire to show up for us to teach our class on sex toys.

She showed up just in the nick of time thank god, only 30 minutes before our class.

I showed her the outline I made and we set up our classroom and taught pretty flawlessly!

It went really well.  I didn’t even need to look at the outline.  The class started small with only about 5 or so people but we got up to about 15 as people trickled in!  Not bad for a Sunday night at 8pm.  It was definitely a lot of fun and I hope Desire and I will teach that again.

We went to eat at a diner and then she headed back to DC (yes she’s a crazy girl). I hung around the dungeon for a little bit watching Zelda doing a scene, but headed home after awhile since I was tired and had a bit to drive.

All in all, a nice weekend.  No tears at least like last year.

And I got a new toy!  I forgot to mention.  I got a Njoy Fun Wand, which I tried out last night and it’s pretty cool!

So yeah.  That was my weekend.