Life, Love, Sex

Girl Lust

Yesterday on my way to drawing class (and already 5 minutes late), I ran into my roommate from last year (did I ever give her a name?).

Remember my roommate that I had a giantic crush on?

Yeah, her.

God she’s still just as gorgeous as ever and I’m still half in love with her.  Man I’d just give anything to be with her, or someone just as amazing as her.  I tried putting up an ad on CL to find a girl, but I got a measely amount of responses.  And quite frankly I don’t know that I could meet a girl over the internet.  For me to crush on a girl, it’s so much more than just what they look like.  It’s all about a connection and spark.  Oh there’s most certainly a phsical element.  But it’s a whole package deal to crush on a girl.

Where as guys I can crush on based purely on looks (and often become disinterested once I start learning about them).

So since I don’t really feel comfortable meeting a girl on the internet, I definitely gotta see if my classmate (the one I mentioned previously) can like be my wingman or something to meet girls.

I’d really like to try trying to find a girl to date.  I never realized before how emotionally attracted I was to women (or it’s just something that’s developed over time), and I’d really like to persue that.  But I’m way clueless and way timid when it comes to how to date a woman (I’ve barely gotten a handle on dating guys!).

It certainly doesn’t help that I keep fantasizing about my old roommate.  I’ll bet she’d be so much fun to fuck.  And then we’d cuddle afterwards.  :-)  There’s nothing like cuddling with a girl after a nice fuck.

Look, but don’t touch

All year long now I’ve had the hots for my roommate. She is just so gorgeous. I have to contain myself when ever she’s changing.

Bad bisexual roommate! I know.

But if you saw her, you’d understand.

She’s got this amazing figure. Tiny- like a size 4. Except she’s no stick. She’s got these amazing curves. A nice hourglass figure. A soft, cuddly belly. A great booty and nice legs. And then to top it all off, gorgeous 32DDs. I’m telling you, if I had a “type” for girls, she would be the embodiment of it.

I could suck on those tits or go down on her all night. Easily. And then I’d want to cuddle for the rest of the night. Cause she’s my roomie!

She’s so straight thought. Boo. Trust me, in the time that I’ve known her, she just ain’t budging.

But so last night, the next best thing to sleeping with her happened.  I got to find out what it sounds like when she’s fooling around!

She and her boyfriend came in late after going out and grabbing a few drinks and started fooling around, thinking I was fast asleep!

I didn’t see anything, but I heard most of it.  And that was so fucking hot.  I heard her get off  twice.  *Groan*

It was a little bit of an awkward position for me.  Should I have said something in the very beginning and totally killed their fun?  But once it got started I didn’t want to say anything because I didn’t want them knowing I could hear them.  And I won’t say anything now that it’s after the fact.

I might not get to hear it again if I do

God that’s so pervy of me.  But dude, they’ve got it coming if they’re going to take that risk.

Now all I know is I’m seriously craving some pussy and tits.  Like hardcore.

I’d give anything to get even just one night with my roommate.  Bah.

Keep dreaming.  *Sigh*