Life, Love, Sex

Tumble down the hill

In an effort to expand upon my already substantial online presence (MySpace, Facebook, Blogs, Livejournal, Twitter, Flickr, FetLife, etc), I bit the bullet and joined Tumblr as well.

*Sigh*

Check it out at avahdi.tumblr.com

It’s nothing interesting, I promise.

Just a toy for my ADD to have an outlet in a way that Twitter and my blog come up inadequate.

At least on my Tumblr, I won’t feel guilty about posting 15 comics in a day.

Good Day

Today was a good day.

Had a good therapy session- my therapist totally gets me and it’s awesome.

Watched “Get Smart” with Adam and that was fun and helped to lift my spirits.

Predicted 3 of the Mets’ home runs.

Successfully navigated the local and express lanes of the Parkway and avoided traffic.

Now I shall do some blogging.

Yep, good day today.

Killing Some Time

I had to wash my hair last night because I got some, uh, various fluids in it yesterday.  Neither of which were semen.  Heh.

I’m currently on a bus to DC to visit with Desire for her birthday weekend and hit up a DO party with her where I’ll get to see Match!!  :-D  Yay.   I’m also totally loving that the bus has Wi-Fi.  Way awesome.

My kitty cat at home has gone missing :(  He hasn’t been seen all week.  This happening just after we put the older 2 cats down.

I said goodbye to Jefferson’s old place this week.  It was so strange for me, and it’s not even my apartment!  But there were so many important memories for me there- so many firsts, so much fun and friendship and love.  Not that it won’t continue at his new place I’m sure (though, I’m running out of 1st to accomplish!).  It was just representative of an important, transitional time for me.  And to be less sappy, I got one last fuck in, so that was cool.

It’s starting to hit me that my trip to France is really, really happening.  After thinking of going abroad for so long, it’s finally here!  I’m signed up, all paid, and going to France for a month!!  Sqeee!!!  I’m so excited, I absolutely can’t wait.  I’m already planning in my head everything I need to bring- most importantly my camera, lots of memory cards, and maybe my film camera too.  Not sure.  I’m thinking of maybe getting a Holga since it’s small and light, but then again I’m very limited in the kinds of pictures I can take with that.  And I have to marry the Holga style for any film pictures if I do that.  So we’ll see.

I cannot wait though for France.  It’s going to be so awesome.  And it’s only 2 months away!

Though 1st is Shibaricon, which is less than 3 weeks away now!  Also squeee!!!  I’m very excited for this as well.  5 nights in a fancy hotel room, 3 full days of ROPE!!, another 2 days for sightseeing in Chicago.  It’s going to be so awesome.

I have a feeling this summer is going to go by very quickly.  May is going to fly by, because it’s the end of school and all.  Then the time waiting for France.  And then August always zooms by.  And I have so much planned!  Wee!!  Fun summer!  And then my very last semester of college!!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!

And moving into a new apartment!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Sorry, I’m feeling in a bit of a silly mood I guess.  I’m a little sleepy.  And just killing time on the bus (which is way better than driving down so far, even though my bus into NY was late and almost made me miss this bus!  And I had to run from Port Authority to Penn Station to catch this- in my flip-flops!  Which killed my shins and calves!  And only by the grace of God did I make it.  No seriously, I prayed the whole way in NY!)

Ok, I’ll see if I can’t write something more interesting in the next few hours…

I make it look easy

I scored an apartment for the fall!!

Woo!

And it’s huge and cheap!

I can’t believe how well I scored- and it was the only place I even looked at or asked about!

*Does a little dance*

I’ll only have ONE roommate and I’ll finally have my own bedroom again so I can sleep or diddle or fuck or just walk around naked!!

*Does a bigger dance!*

This is Me Being Lazy

So I was all geared up to write stuff- but now the juice is gone.

My session went really well Wednesday.  I talked forever with her- getting a lot of the preliminary stuff out of the way.  She must have taken like 5 pages of notes.  We had a pretty good rapport, so it was definitely good.  Also, I gave her the blog address to help give her some insight into things.  That should be interesting!  Lol.

Had coffee with Jefferson before hand and that was really good.  We both said stuff that needed to be said and it helped clear the way to move forward.

This is short as I just made plans 10 seconds ago to go out tonight- so away to the shower for me!

Laters.

Gearing up for Winterfire

I’ve spent an obscene amount of money the past few days at the mall.

I generally only shop when I feel good, yet I haven’t been feeling my best.

But I sort of needed some new clothes.

And I really wanted something fun and new for Winter Fire.

I’m really all set. I have a cute new hair cut, 2 cute little corsets, and some sexy new lingerie. I’m good to go.

I also have beautiful, shiny nails after being suckered by one of those kiosk people. I’m spilling the secret- I got it for $25.00 (not the proposed $50). Funny line as she was telling me how to use the new nail buffer. “Black, grey, white. Like Michael Jackson.”

Funnier part- took me like an hour to figure out why that was funny. Lol.

I also cut my nails nice and short in preparation for play- Tilda and I have plans for me to try and fist her. (I hope I do ok! Eek, I’m nervous!)

Oh, but those 2 papers I had to write?

Yeah, I got lazy.

*Sigh*  I may actually have to do homework at WF- oh wait, I can’t because the AC adapter to my lap top broke.  Fantastic.

Moving on Up!

Yesterday as I was driving to meet my mom and aunt for a movie and dinner I had a random flashback of Boymeat slapping me in the face.

My cunt instantly tightened and my clit started tingling.  Just in that flash of a memory.  Intense, right?

Then later that night I went to Vicky’s to replace my favorite black bra that’s gone missing and discovered while trying on my faithful 36B that I was spilling out of the cups- so I had the girl bring me 36Cs and wouldn’t you know they fit perfectly!

And I knew my boobs had grown- I even asked Jefferson a few months ago if he’d noticed a change - but of course being a guy, he hadn’t.

I put on my new bra when I got home and danced around my room in my underwear (to Daft Punk’s Celebration, no lie).

Hmmm

I really feeling quite enamored with that picture.

I wish I could go back to that night right now.

Cause I would really love another nice beating and some aftercare cuddles.

Mmmmm…aftercare cuddles.  The best kind.

Tattoo Ideas

So a few years ago when I was thinking about tattoos I was thinking how it could be cool to get a tattoo of a single Iris done a la Van Gogh. Though I was never sold enough on the idea to do it.

Though recently I had a new idea along those lines- the same flower, just coloring it differently- not fully colored in, just on the edges. It was kind of inspired by Essin’ Em’s latest tattoo- which I love.

But I dunno where I’d put it. Maybe down the side of my torso on my left side (yes the same side as my cherry blossoms, but I have the right side saved for a possible star/fairy design).

Yes, I got the tattoo bug. It’s been over a year since my last tattoo!

But I might get a piercing first. Even though after the pain of my nose piercing I swore that’d be my last one.

I’m thinking though I might like to try a lip piercing??? I dunno. I feel like I’m going to chicken out. I’m also not entirely sure I’m going to like it on me.

But anyways, I’m procrastinating on this paper that’s due in oh…12 hours…

Let me go at least start that. My name should be a good addition to the blank Word document…

Holy Shit on a Stick!!

I think I’m getting sick again!

My throat is starting to hurt and my nose feels like it’s about to get stuffy.

What the fuck man??!!  I was just sick -twice!!!- in January!!

I do not have the time to get sick right now.

Too.much.school.work.

I am NOT ok with this.

Really- the prospect of being sick really fucking pisses me off.

*Grumble*