Posts tagged: Dreams

Dirty Dreams

authorAvah | March 4, 2008

Early this morning I remember having a rape dream.  There’s not much I remember, but I can see the image of a man’s knee forcing my legs apart and then him forcing himself in me.  And I know that it was hot.

It was probably due to Jefferson’s midnight molestations.

I woke up in the middle of the night to him parting my legs with his hand and rubbing my clit.  Unfortunately, he kept falling asleep.  And so did I.

As it so happens though, I really love being woken up to sex (and only to sex, I may just kill you if you wake me for other reasons).  A few years ago when I was spending the night with Robby, when in the middle of the night I woke up to him rolling on top of me and starting to fuck me.  He grabbed a fist full of hair as he fucked me, and I still remember him saying in my ear, “You like that, bitch?”

Way.  Hot.

It was a quick fuck.  He came quickly and then we both fell back asleep.

But damn if I don’t secretly hope for that to happen every time I sleep over with a guy.

Another One of My Dreams

authorAvah | February 10, 2008

I had another one of my crazy dreams this week.

I was with my two older sisters and they were holding a baby but were getting bored, so I offered to take the baby.  Somehow I knew the baby was actually me.  I took the baby in my arms and it happily laid on my chest.

Then she started breastfeeding and my sisters were telling me I was doing it wrong because I was laying on my back when I should be sitting up.  I told them she was doing fine and soon she fell asleep.

I woke up with that sweet feeling of having a sleeping baby on my chest.  I really don’t think there’s a more amazing feeling than that- not even the warmth of a lover in your arms.

I swear that dream reignited my maternal instinct.

But, to psycho analyze it, it’s obviously signifying how I feel I have to take care of myself because nobody else will.  I like when dreams are easy like that.

Not all my dreams are so weighty though.  The next night I had a dream of Lolita doing piercing on me (there was more to it, but that’s all I could remember).   I like those fun dreams too.

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