Girl Lust
Yesterday on my way to drawing class (and already 5 minutes late), I ran into my roommate from last year (did I ever give her a name?).
Remember my roommate that I had a giantic crush on?
Yeah, her.
God she’s still just as gorgeous as ever and I’m still half in love with her. Man I’d just give anything to be with her, or someone just as amazing as her. I tried putting up an ad on CL to find a girl, but I got a measely amount of responses. And quite frankly I don’t know that I could meet a girl over the internet. For me to crush on a girl, it’s so much more than just what they look like. It’s all about a connection and spark. Oh there’s most certainly a phsical element. But it’s a whole package deal to crush on a girl.
Where as guys I can crush on based purely on looks (and often become disinterested once I start learning about them).
So since I don’t really feel comfortable meeting a girl on the internet, I definitely gotta see if my classmate (the one I mentioned previously) can like be my wingman or something to meet girls.
I’d really like to try trying to find a girl to date. I never realized before how emotionally attracted I was to women (or it’s just something that’s developed over time), and I’d really like to persue that. But I’m way clueless and way timid when it comes to how to date a woman (I’ve barely gotten a handle on dating guys!).
It certainly doesn’t help that I keep fantasizing about my old roommate. I’ll bet she’d be so much fun to fuck. And then we’d cuddle afterwards. :-) There’s nothing like cuddling with a girl after a nice fuck.
By Lollie, September 11, 2008 @ 10:13 am
I totally agree with you about being with women and crushes. I tried CL as well and got zilch. I have a on-line lover, but it just isn’t the same as touching a womans soft skin, and kissing…MMMMmmmm! One day I suppose!–Lollie
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By SheenV, September 12, 2008 @ 3:26 pm
You never know - maybe she’s crushing on you too.
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