Collection
Quotes and links I’ve collected recently from different places on the internet because I thought them interesting, or funny, or thought provoking:
*sings to the melody of The Sound of Music*
Fishnets & oral & touching & teasing
Kissing & sucking & biting & licking
Bondage, shibari, hand cuffs & ice cubes
These are a few of my favorite things!
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True masters, true subs and slaves, X many years in the lifestyle, Old Guard this and High Protocol that–it’s like a convention of D&D nerds were allowed to have sex once, and they decided to make a religion out of it.
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You limits are not absolute no’s. They are expressions of real concern, hesitancy and perhaps fear that “maybe” in the right hands, under the right circumstances these are areas you could go. (So true!)
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god reminds me of a fellow nineteen year old. isolated, confused, optimistic, blue, nerdy kid with more responsibility it can be very overwhelming. i bet he listens to his ipod alot, and i bet it’s a bitchin’ sweet one too!
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Overused words and phrases- Oddly Enough Article
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Interesting butt plug, JT’s Stockroom
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Twins separated at birth- another Oddly Enough Article
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And for fun, an excerpt from my diary, Fall 2004 (age 18) (And I’d eventually like to get into the back story of what went on with my ex, Michael)
i’m getting to be a real slut though. i think i have a problem. i’m not treating sex right. it has no emotional meaning for me anymore. i don’t even do it to get off. that’s the weird part. like i don’t care if i cum. that’s not the point. i mean i don’t. well, i did yesterday when rick went down on me, i think. well, i must not have if i’m not sure. but it was fucking good. and he did it a lot. it was so good. he was like gross. i mean, like old and kinda fat. not really a turn on. but he was sooo good at that. i was gonna meet him today for a threesome, but the plans got mixed up. i was relieved. i’m not sure if i should still go through with it. for the sake of my relationship with michael , i should stop all together. but like i can’t. i dunno. i’m like doing this instead of cutting, cause sometimes i’d love to do that. especially right after sex. hmmm…but the sex is actually keeping me from doing it cause if i’m meeting guys, i don’t want cuts and shit on me. micheal’s the only guy that’s seen me with fresh cuts. and that was the first time i met him too. i haven’t even cut since may. so no biggie. but i’m not eating again. i wanna be skinny sooo badly. i need to start working out again. cause the diet pills only do so much. and i haven’t spoken to my therapist in 2 weeks. she pissed me off. i guess i’m waiting for her to call me first. i like not going though. she gets on my nerves too much. she’s the only one i feel comfortable talking about sex to though. i mean i know what i’m doing is bad. and i know i’m doing it cause i’m unhappy and i don’t like myself. i know i’m trying to fill something. and i know that when i’m asking for it hard and rough i’m trying to create that pain i know i would feel from cutting. and i guess punishing myself too in a way for hurting michael.
Randomness, about me | 
Avah | January 28, 2008
